Session 2 - Oops, my subfrenzy is showing…

Just three days later and I was back for more

CONTENT WARNING: This post is 18+ and involves BDSM activities such as rope bondage, force and sexual activity. Everything written here was 100% consensual.

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I’d already mentioned in an earlier post that I didn’t really have money for sessions, but after that first session, I was hooked. It was all I could think of and I craved more.
Looking back, it’s clear that I was in a state of subfrenzy, which is something I’ll talk more about in a future post.

Anyway, after my first session, I desperately wanted to see L again. To explore more and experience more with Them.
Unfortunately, my bank balance screamed no.
Soooo I did something I probably shouldn’t have; I asked my dad for a small loan, just enough for a 1hr session.
I didn’t tell my dad what the money was for of course, I just told him I was behind on some bills and needed a little help.

Once I had that money, I messaged L immediately about another session and this time, I wanted to include sex…

My second session day came, just three days after my first one and I was once again nervous. L came down before the session and confirmed with me the activities I’d asked for in session. I can’t express just how embarrassed I felt hearing Them reiterate my message about tying me up and fucking me and then I had to actually speak and say yes (direct communication around my desires was hard for me back then).

This time, They were the one to lead me up to the room.
This establishment actually had a few different rooms to choose from but we went back to that red room we were in just a few days earlier.
That venue ended up closing down a few months later and to this day, I wish I’d requested that we session in a different room instead, but oh well.

I can’t quite remember all the details of this session as clearly as my first, but there are a few very specific vivid memories I have from it.
I remember these moments so well because I would frequently recall them for at least a year or two afterwards.

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• On my knees and naked with my arms tied behind my back.

• L in front of me with Their cock in my mouth and Their hands holding my head in place as They pushed Their cock all the way to the back of my throat

• Being on all fours with L behind me as They made me beg Them to fuck me

• Feeling Their cock slide deep inside me for the first time.

• Removing Their cock from my pussy only to come around to my mouth to stick it down my throat.

• Tying a magic wand to my body so it was pressing against my vulva and then getting behind me again to fuck me some more and me screaming from the intensity of the wand while being fucked by L.

• While fucking me, They reached for my arms to tie my wrists together behind my back and my face was pushed into the rubber padded floor. They thrusted me as They held my tied wrists in place and the right side of my face was pushed more harshly into the floor as I lost my composure and L became more aggressive with Their thrusts.

• My hands were tied behind my back, my face pressed right against the rubber floor and I could feel Their hands gripping tightly on my hips as They continued to thrust into me until They were done.

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This session was exactly the stuff of my fantasies and to say I craved more is an understatement.

Keep your eyes peeled for when I share what came next.. it wasn’t pretty but an important part of my journey and a lesson I hope others can learn from.